Like so many here in New England at this time of year, I constantly hear people saying they are sick of the snow. Although I myself am one who loves big and fluffy flakes myself, I have yet to say that I am sick of the snow.
Snow and cold, however, are two completely different things to me. I personally am ready for the much warmer weather myself, although I will miss the fluffy stuff.
I have noticed that the month of March has been bringing us the usual fast pace I have become so accustomed to. I myself cannot believe that as I am typing these words it is already half way through the month and getting ready to look towards the raining season that is April. But needless to say, I have been noticing Spring trying oh so hard to get through to us. The days are now lighter… later and slowly getting warmer. Ocasionally I wake up to a cold and slighly snowy day, but it melts quickly away the next warm day.
Although there is still patches of white on the ground and the grass is not yet green, I have noticed a spring in my step. An excitement brewing, and Ideas of creation filling my head with good visions of what has to come.
In comparison, this winter has not nearly been as brutal here in New Hampshire, like it was last winter. However, as individuals we have been dealing with a lot more emotionally.
I would like for you to take this spring time to not only clean your house and home, but clear your mind. All the debris and changes that have been happening in your life. All the friendships and relationships that have changed as well. Clear them from your mind and let them rest in peace. As you clean, don’t be afraid to clear the cobwebs from the spaces in your mind that you may have been leaving dreams to wait. Looking for a better time to brew these dreams.
I know, I know, what I am about to say, you hear all the time. There is no time like now to make your dreams happen. No time like the present… Sound familiar? I myself have probably said this several times in the blog posts that I have written here, but there have been many who use these inspiring words. I say them all the time to my clients, friends and family.
BUT… this time… this year… I am going to live this myself. I have been dreaming!! I have great and wild ideas!! This year I am stepping forward to make them happen.
Like many of you, I have been testing my strength. Trying out some baby steps. Dipping my toes in the water to see just how cold it is. I have personally discovered that it is not as bad as one may seem. The water is warm, and I am going to dive in with wild abandon and see what happens.
I thought about all the things that I have done in my life. Many I have done without thought. Being there for people all the time. Changing my schedule to work with those around me. Being accomodating. All the while I have watched peices of my soul walk away from me. Only because I have given, said or done too much to support others. I have found that this only hurts me. Now I am going to just dive into the water because I want to. Not because soemone needs saving.
Follow me if you would like. But only because you want to. Not becauase anyone needs you to. Maybe there is a dream that you too have been putting aside for to long. STOP putting yourself aside for someone else. The only way to help others is to be yourself.
A dear friend of mine once said to me “I’ll take care of me for you, if you take care of you for me.”
For the first time ever, I realize how profound that thought was. I can only take care of me, if I am not doing so, then I am not being a good example. Life hands us great lessons. Take them in stride. Do not beat yourself up over the one’s you feel you failed on. There really is no failure. Only another way…
Spring is springing and so am I… into action.
Lauren Rainbow



