Archive for August, 2006

Dancing

Thursday, August 3rd, 2006

As I was driving along the other day, I heard that wonderful voice in my head which said, “Laughter is the heart in celebration, and dancing is the body in celebration.”

The thought of moving my body to music, makes me smile and laugh. The ability to express that for others to see has been very hard for me. Tonight, I allowed my body to have the opportunity to express itself and be witnessed at the same time.

It was complete freedom. In all forms. To allow someone close to me observe my body in motion. Complete freedom.

The challenge now is to allow others to witness as well. Who I really am. I realize so many of us where masks, and keep those masks there to protect… From our fears.

Now is the time to begin to shed those layers and allow youself to be exposed, for the world to see. See how you can begin to shed your layers, find someone who feels safe. And piece by piece, begin to expose what you can.

Once you step beyond that realm of fear, you will find so much freedom.

Many Blessings

Dark Night of the Soul

Thursday, August 10th, 2006

We all have them in life…

Some call it depression.

Mid Life Crisis

Mercury Retrograde

But no matter what terms you try to define it… it really just is a dark night of the soul. Our emotions run similar to the cycles of the moon. There are times when we are full on and feeling good. Then we fade into clearing and cleansing periods. Moving things around, redecorating. Then we slip into nothingness. And this is the hard part.

Not to get stuck. The questioning period. What to commit to now? Which way do I go?

The pause of the crossroads.

The inbreathe.

Maybe for only a moment. Maybe a whole life time. To think there are some people on this planet living an entire lifetime in the pause of the crossroads. Not ever knowing which way they are going. Stuck forever in fear.

What can you do? To get out from the crossroads?

Anything, Something, Everything and Nothing. Surrender to the moment. All of the above.

I am in my dark night of�my soul…

Feeling the new beginnings rising on the horizon. They are so close, all I have to do is surrender and reach out. But to do that I must also surrender into the nothing. Knowing that I can do Anything I want. And Everything is at my fingertips just waiting for the breathe out.

I pray to my loving mother Amma to be my light out of this tunnel, and she answers me. I can feel her in my heart praying for me. Her name echos in my head when I need to listen. Thanks my beloved mother for your loving guidance!!! My enternal loving gratitude!

Find your light, ask for help on the way, and pray. They will answer you. And light the way…

until you are full again…

wtih Rainbow Blessings