Inspirational Thoughts

It is true, when you really want the signs to be there… they are. As I had posted earlier in my blog, I made a split second decision a few weeks ago to quit my job. Even though the path ahead is still being paved for me, as it always will be. I have questioned along the way… did I really make the right decision.

Do we ever make the wrong decision? I have officially completed my journey at the dating service, as of yesterday. The company gave me plenty of reasons to leave, even after I had given my notice. Never before had I worked for an organization that had treated their staff so poorly. To have no integrity in your job can add a lot of stress to your plate. I had not realized until a few days after I made my decision to leave, and the stress of the job began to leave me, how much that job had really affected my life. How far away from myself I had really become. And in so many ways, how it had even begun to seep through the cracks of my new and loving relationship. I am extremely grateful for the loving man in my life and the patience and love he has for me. If I were on the other side of this relationship, I do not know that I would have stuck around.

There were so many signs from spirit that I am on the right track. I had an amazingly successful Sunday, last weekend. Grateful again, to be part of a wonderful, woman’s expo in Massachusetts. I had extended myself well beyond my spiritual boundaries and stepped into a place where for once I was a little fish in a big pond. Only to find that I can keep up with the big fish and then some.

I was taking a brief moment in the morning to shop around at this expo, to enjoy some of the vendors. Once I started with psychic readings, I would not be able to enjoy the day again. I happened upon a wonderful table filled with handmade rainbow charka jewelry. Of course this caught my eye, and I paused to admire. The vendor has asked me to put my name in her raffle. I usually avoid this as I do not want to become a part of another email list, but without hesitation, I filled out a slip of paper and dropped it into the jar.

A week later, as I completed my last day of work, I questioned all day, am I in the right space. I left work early, and stopped at my new home, only to be greeted by a loving face. One who, at first, thought I was crazy, but realized himself in the end, that I had made the right decision. The mail had come and there was a package addressed to me. Inside was a beautiful Rainbow Charka necklace, showing up as wonderful validation that I am on the right journey. And the card inside said “A Rainbow for a Rainbow!” Thanks again spirit for showing yourself again. I am so grateful. Much Love

Lauren Ellen Rainbow.