Inspirational Thoughts

I have to apologize for the months delay in getting some new information out to you all. I have had several instances in which so many of you have asked for new writings. So lets get 2008 started on the right foot. You may recall that last year was a 9 year. Signifying a year of endings for all of us. Of course, on an individual level, what the endings were about will vary significantly. For me personally, it was a challenging year for reasons deeper than I will go into hear. However, I have had a very humbling experience when it comes to what I share with others about my personal life. I learned who was really honest and true to me, and above all, I had to end several relations with friends, whom I loved and trusted dearly.Although I no longer communicate with several of these individuals in my life, I know I will always love them for the journeys we shared… they were important for all of us to grow as individuals.

Yet, new and loving people have made their way into my life and new journeys begin to grow. Still, there are the troopers from the past who have also remained true and willing to work together still… not all that was is lost.Due to these changes I spent a good chuck of 2007 pulled within myself. The boisterous and outgoing, cheery me had to take a back seat, while I spent time in blame and punishment towards myself for the events that shifted these connections in my life. My self inflicted punishment was by disconnecting a great deal from the guidance above me. Discarding the love of my guides and masters as they tried to reach out to me.

Towards the end of the year, I began to see, no matter how much I tried to disconnect myself, spirit was still there, opening doors for me to walk through. And yes, walked through them I did!!! I didn’t take me long to understand spirit will always be there for me. Pushing me forward, and opening those doors of opportunity. So I decided I must get back to some new routine of connecting.

It was hard at first, believing still, I was not worthy of connecting, of being loved by spirit. Instead I focused on my mistakes throwing away years of spiritual knowledge to punish myself. I buried my life in food. Through that, I abused my body. I didn’t feel beautiful anymore.

As 2008, a time of new beginnings, closed upon us, I could feel a shift in my consciousness. I began to seek out the love of my guides and masters again. Wanting to heal what I have done to myself. Looking for self forgiveness. I know I am not alone on this journey. I know many of you were also feeling the same. Disconnected and alone. Now seeking again to open and remember what it is like to be loved again.2008 is just what seeking spirit is all about. It has been a very long time since we have been through such a transition. Where we get to remove all that does not validate who we are. That can be everything from loved ones we care about to ideals and thoughts which may have kept us hostage in our own fear and self loathing. We needed to remove all that was not pushing us forward. So that now we can jump into the energy moving… no propelling… us forward to a new understanding of love unlike we have never felt before.

It is ok to take the time now at the beginning of this year to slowly allow yourself to come out of the cocoon you have created around you. Hibernation time is almost over! By March of this year, you will be motivated in new and different way. Takeing advantage of the ideas and inspiration that will soon flood you with creative thoughts as you have never felt before. Be willing to see that not all things are beyond your abilities. For now the world is indeed at hand. We are four years away from the amazing transformation that is 2012. A transformation into light movement that is beyond your wildest dreams, but beautiful and free in its own right.

In the next four years you will take the creative light energies that are moving and put together the REAL ideal that you have always wanted. But we could not have done it without the closing of 2007. Your positive view that you are rebuilding towards yourself at this time is going to be the foundation of energy that will keep you moving towards your new goal. Don’t get stuck in the mud of your mind. Instead expand your thoughts to allow as much light as possible within. Cast aside the shadows of your past, to see that light that you are truly meant to be.

Ready to begin anew?? Don’t take to long as time is of the essence and moving faster…. hop on the wave or get pulled to the undertow…. you decide.